wydkif;wp tufaq;qdkwmAsm .. tufaq;vJ yDjyifatmif ra&;wwf .. taMumif;t&muvJ uaygufwduaygufcsm .. awma&mufawmifa&mufjzpfaeawmh MudKjyD;qifajcwufwJhtaeeJU wydkif;wpqdkwmxnfhxm;wm/ uRefawmfqdkwJhaumifu wckckudk tjyD;xdvkyfcsifrS vkyfwwfwm/ vkyfae&if;u ysif;vmwmwdkU? tvkyfrsm;aew,fqdkjyD; qifajcawGay;vdkuf .. arhcsifa,mifaqmifaevdkuf .. pojzifh a0hvnfaMumifygwfvJ vkyfwwfygao;w,f/ wu,fvkyfcsifwmusjyef&ifvJ .. tusKd;&SdwmawG r&SdwmawG .. wef\ rwef\awG rpOf;pm;bl; .. rjyD;rcsif;vJ vkyfwwfao;w,f/ 'ghaMumifh iaMumifawGuawmif uRefawmfhudk odyftzufvkyfcsifwmr[kwfbl; vdkUxifw,f/ vlaumif;awGuawmh cGifhvTwfwwfyHk&ygw,f/
wu,fawmhAsm 'Dawmhypfacgif;pOfwyfwmuvJ awG;rdaom taMumif;t&mrsm;vdkU wyf&rSm ... 'gayr,fh t*Fvdyfvdk b,fvdka&;&rvJ pOf;pm;&if;uae .. tckacgif;pOfjzpfoGm;wm .. cifAsm;uawmh bmrS rqdkifbl;xifrSmyJ .. uRefawmfuawmh avsmufpOf;pm;&if; acgif;xJay:vmwJh tawG;awGxJu wcsKdU[mawGudk rSwfrdaejyD; jyefcsa&;wmoufoufyJ/ uJygav .. 'gawGavsmufajymjyD; ed'gef;csDaewmeJUyJ .. 'Ded'gef;MuD;udk tufaq;xifaeOD;r,f ...
....................................................
uRefawmfh&JU wydkif;wp tufaq;rsm; xJrS
uRefawmf ESifh zdeyf
]a&Al;eJUzdeyfryg aEGcgrSod} qdkwJhpum;udk uav;uwnf;u Mum;zl;ygw,f/ aemufawmh qufpOf;pm;rdw,f .. tJovdkomqdk ]xD; eJU zdeyfryg rdk;cgrSod} .. ]taEG;xnf eJU zdeyfryg aqmif;cgrSod} pwJh pum;yHkawGjzpfvmp&m&Sdw,f/
bmyJjzpfjzpfygav zdeyfuawmh vdktyfw,fvdkU ,lqrdwm trSefygyJ/ vufygwfem&D r&SdolawGawmif zdeyfawGpD;Muw,fvdkU uRefawmfxifw,f/ 'gqdk vlwdkif;zdeyfpD;Muovm;qdk&ifvJ ajz&wm cyfcufcufyJ/ tmz&duvl&dkif;awG zdeyfrygajcAvmeJU oGm;vmaexdkifMuw,fvdkU pmtkyfwcsKdUrSm zwfzl;ygw,f/ 'gayr,fh a&;wJhvlawGuawmh tmz&duvl&dkif;wa,muf jzpfygw,fvdkU 0efcHrxm;ygbl;/
'DMum;xJrSm ]zdeyfaygufw,f} qdkwJhtac:ta0:uvJ udk;vdkUuefUvefU .. wu,fawmh ajcaxmufaygufw,fvdkU ajym&rSmudk bmjzpfvdkU rqDrqdkif vufyHom; "g;eJUcsKdifjyD; zdeyfudk aygufcdkif;&vJ rodygbl;/ 'DMum;xJ ajcaxmufaygufrSm aMumuf&if zdeyftopfudk rpD;cifudkuf&w,fqdkwJh tlaMumifaMumif t,lonf;wJhvltcsKdUudk awGUzl;ao;w,f/ tJ'DtcsdefrSm zdeyfudk udkufwJhvl[m touf 20 - 25 ygwf0ef;usifvlwa,mufjzpfaewmudk uRefawmf wtHwMojzpfcJh&zl;ygw,f/ aocsmygw,f ol &l;awmhraeygbl;/ 'gayr,fh zdeyfudk yg;pyfeJU udkuf&avmufatmif OD;aPSmuftvkyfrvkyfwmawmh rSwfom;p&mygyJ/
vl[m wrsKd;pDawmh &l;aeMuwmyJ qdk&if tck pmzwfol rdwfaqG uRefawmfhudk tawmfav; awmufnifuwfoGm;r,fxifw,f/ tJ .. vlwdkif;rSmawmh aMumifuGuf ( tuGufeJU aMumifr[kwf .. tlaMumifaMumif vkyfuGuf ) uav; tenf;eJU trsm;awmh &SdMurSmyJ/ aemufqHk;Asm cifAsm;wdkUrSm r&SdawmifrS uRefawmfhrSm&Sdw,f/ ( t[J .. ukd,hfbmom aMumifwmawmif .. toif;tyif;vdkcsifaeao;w,f / 'gvJ aMumifwmwrsKd;yJvm;rodbl;/ )
uRefawmfhaMumifuGufu b,ft&yfa'oudkyJjzpfjzpf c&D;xGufwJhtcgus&if zdeyf w&Hru o,foGm;wwfwJhtusifh&SdvdkUygyJ/ aeUcsif;jyefwdkUbmwdkUqdk&ifawmh ro,fbl;ayghav/ ref;wav;uae &efukefudk vm&if tenf;qHk; zdeyf 3&Hygw,f/ pD;xm;wmu w&H? &l;zdeyfu w&H? nSyfzdeyfu w&H .. 'DvkdrsKd;ayghav/ ( zdeyfudk ac:wm w&H vm; w&efvm;awmh rodbl;Asm .. owfyHkq&mawG onf;cHzwfygcifAsm/ ) uRefawmfhajcaxmufu zdeyfqdk'f tMuD;qHk;awGjzpfwJh .. 45 wdkU 11 wdkUeJUrS pD;vdkUjzpfwmqdkawmh .. b,fae&mjzpfjzpf 0,fvdkU r&Edkifygbl;/ wcgwkef;u &mbmzdeyfvdkcsifvdkU prf;acsmif;u zdeyfqdkif5qdkifavmufrSm &Smzl;ygw,f/ om;a&zdeyfqdk&if r&SdrSm aocsmvdkUyg/ uRefawmfeJU awmfwJhzdeyfolwdkUqDrSm r&Sdygbl;qdkvdkU aEGaeylylrSm oHk;&ufavmuf &l;zdeyfeJU iaygvdkaecJh&zl;ygw,f/
tv,fwef;ausmif;om;b0wkef;uawmh azazu rif;[m zdeyfudk 0g;pm;ovdkudkpD;w,fvdkU qlzl;ygw,f/ 'gayr,fh uRefawmf[m pD;jyD;om;zdeyfudk udkuf&avmufatmif r&l;ao;ygbl;/ uRefawmfpD;wJh ref;wav;zdeyfvdkU ac:Muaom om;a&zdeyf[m wvcGJavmufqdk&if pkwfjywfowfzGgvefusJukefwwfvdkUygyJ/ 8wef;wkef;uqdk&if oHk;vcGJtwGif; zdeyfoHk;&HjzpfoGm;wJhtwGuf .. 'Pfay;wJhtaeeJU qifMu,fMuufaygifzdeyf(&mbmzdeyf) udk 2vavmuf pD;jyD; ausmif;wufcJh&ygao;w,f/ tJ'Dzdeyfudk 2vpD;vdkU jywfcJh&if um;wm,mudk nSyfzdeyfvkyfxm;wJh wm,mzdeyfpD;cdkif;r,fvdkUvJ ajymygw,f/
aemufawmh uRefawmfh&JU igwfMuD;usrI? vIyf&Sm;&rSm tysif;xlrIwdkUaMumifh t&yf&Snf&r,fh t&G,frSm t&yfu tay:udk &SnfxGufrvmbJ ab;udkum;xGufvmygw,f/ tckqdk a&SUudkygxGufaeygjyD/ tJovdk um;xGufvmwmxJrSm owdtxm;rdqHk;uawmh ajcaxmufygyJ/ uRefawmf 7wef;rSm azazhzdeyfudk ,l,lpD;aejyD/ 9wef;a&mufawmh olUzdeyfu uRefawmfhajcaxmufxuf ao;aevdkU ,lpD;vdkU r&awmhygbl;/
tJ'Dt&G,favmufupjyD; zdeyfawGudk pdwf0ifwpm;jzpfvmwmygyJ/ eHapmfaewJh om;a&jym;udk yvwfpwpf?oH uwfjym;eJUwdkif;jzwf/ MuHMudwfpufvdk pufrsKd;eJU Mudwf/ aq;qdk; taygufazguf/ eHygwf?wHqdyf &dkuf/ MudK;eJUcsKyf/ rdk;umom;udk jzwf 2xyf 3xyfvkyf .. jyD;&if uwåDygpav;eJU tkyf oJMudK;jzpfawmh apmapmu om;a&jym;rSmwyf oHeJU&dkuf .. atmufudk aumfokwfjyD; uvpfqdkwJh aysmhpdpd ( &mbmvdkvdk bmvdkvdk ) 'grSr[kwf .. qdk;vfvdkUac:wJh a&jrKyftrmpm;udk atmufuaeuyf .. 'gvdkeJUjzpfvmwJh rEÅav;zdeyfqdkwJh om;a&zdeyf[m uRefawmf q,fwef;avmufrSm pD;&wm tqifrajyawmhygbl;/
'Dabmf'D0dwfeJU tJ'Dzdeyfudk pD;&if oJMudK;tao;av;u ajcaxmufudk wkyfxm;ovdkjzpfjyD;awmh ajczrdk;MuD;a,mifvmygw,f/ ajcaxmufu Asufus,fawmh eHygwf 12 pD;&ifawmif odyfjyD; rawmfcsifbl; zaemifhu tjyifxGufuscsifw,f/ rdwfaqGzdeyfvkyfolawGudk eHygwf 12cGJ(odkU) 13udk oD;oefUatmf'grSm&ygw,f/ tJ'Daemufawmh &efukefa&mufjyD;aemufydkif; uGif;xdk;zdeyfawGyJ pD;jzpfawmhwm tckcsdefxdygyJ/
rSwfrSwf&& uRefawmf bkef;MuD;0wfwkef;u qGrf;pm;aqmifrSm qGrf;pm;awmh oHCmtyg; w&mausmfcRwfxm;wJh bkef;MuD;pD;zdeyfawGxJrSm xl;xl;jcm;jcm;MuD;rm;wJh zdeyfudk jrifvdkU ausmif;xdkifq&mawmfuawmif 'gb,folUzdeyfvJar;wm cH&zl;ygw,f/ tJ'Dwkef;u aemufxyftrSwfw&wckuawmh ausmufp&pfcJ ao;ao;av;awGcif;xm;wJh vrf;wavsmuf ajcAvmeJU qGrf;cHxGuf&wmygyJ/ woufrSm wcgqdkovdkyJ rarhEdkifatmifjzpf&ygw,f/
&efukefa&mufpu rdk;wGif; .. om;a&zdeyfurdk;a&xJ pD;jyD;oGm;&if om;a&uaysmhjyD; zdeyfu vdrfoGm;ygw,f/ odyfnHhwJhtrsKd;tpm;qdk atmufcHawGbmawG uGmxGufukefw,f/ om;a&nHhwJhaumifawGuawmh aumhvefukefygw,f/ tJ'DupjyD; &mbmeJUvkyfwJh uGif;xdk;zdeyfawGudk ppD;ygw,f/
cHkutxl? oJMudK;vdkrsKd;uGif;awGu tMuD;MuD;eJU pD;&wm tawmfav; oufawmifhoufom&SdvSygw,f/ aemufawmh aEGbufqdk&if a0ghum;qdkwJh ajcz0g;yHkav;eJU om;a&uGif;xdk; pD;ygw,f/ tJ'Dwkef;u 2000 ? 3000 avmufyJ &Sdwmyg/ wESpfausmfavmuf pD;vdkU&w,f/ tckawmh aomif;ausmfaejyDjzpfawmh udkifawmifrMunfhEdkifawmhygbl;/ aygaygyJyJ at&dkaqmhzfwdkUbmwdkUyJ pD;ygawmhw,f/
tJovdkayghAsm .. ( qufa&;ae&if zdeyfpmwrf;jzpfawmhr,f/ ) 'DvdkyJ awmf&davsmf&dpD;ae&if;uae .. waeUusawmh pmtkyfwtkyfxJrSm zdeyftaMumif;aocsma&;xm;wmawGUrdw,f/ tJ'DxJrSma&;xm;wmtusOf;csKyfuawmhAsm/ zdeyfqdkwm&JU t"du vdktyfcsufuawmh vrf;avsmufwJhae&mrSm oufawmifhoufom &SdzdkUygyJwJh/ tJ'DrSm xl;jcm;csufu vlrSm b,fzufajcaxmufeJU nmzufajcaxmuf[m t&G,ftpm;a&m? yHkpHa&m wlaeavhr&Sdygbl;wJh/ rsm;aomtm;jzifh zdeyfxkwfvkyfolawG[m b,fzufeJU nmzufudk t&G,ftwlwl? b,fnmvSnfhwmuvGJvdkU yHkpHwlvkyfxm;wJh zdeyfawGyJ xkwfvkyfavh&SdygowJh/
'ghaMumifhrdkUvdkU zdeyf0,f&if 2zufpvHk;pD;MunfhjyD; rwfwyf&yfMunfhyg/ vrf;avsmufMunfhygvdkU tMuHay;xm;ygw,f/ vrf;avsmufwJhae&mrSm ajcaxmuf wzufzufu ajcacsmif;av;awG usyfusyfwif;wif;jzpfaewm t&rf;acsmifaewm ... 'grSr[kwf zdeyfu ajcaxmufudk csKyfaeovdkjzpfjyD; ajcz0g;ucHk;aeatmifusyfae&if .. tJ'Dzdeyfudk r0,fygeJUvdkU tMuHay;ygw,f/ ajcz0g;cHk;aeatmifusyf&if tJ'Dzdeyfudk w&ufawmifjynfhatmif pD;zdkUrjzpfEdkifygbl;/
aemufwcku b,fajcnmajc tedrfhtjrifh rwlwJhudpöyg/ rsm;aomtm;jzifh rodomygbl;/ zdeyftyg;? trmawGpD;vdkU tqifrajywJhvlawG[m .. zdeyftxl? cyfaysmhaysmhawGpD;&if t&rf;odomygw,f/ tjrJrwfwyf&yf? ajy;vTm;oGm;vm vIyf&Sm;&vdkU ajccsif;0wfw0dkuf udkufcJaejyDqdk&if .. zdeyftrmtpm; tJovdk udk,feJU t&G,ftpm;udkufnDwJh atmufcif;txl? aysmhaysmhpD;MunfhygvdkU tMuHay;xm;ygw,f/
jyD;awmh zdeyfMurf;cif;&JU taysmhtrm txltyg;uvJ udk,fhpdwfMudKufjzpfzdkUvJ vdkygao;owJh/ pD;MunfhvdkU atmufcif;u udk,fvdkcsifwmxuf rmaeaysmhae&if tJ'Dzdeyf[m udk,fhtwGuf tqifrajybl;vdkU rSwfygwJh/ bmvdkUvJqdkawmh tJvdkzdeyfrsKd;[m &kwfw&uf xoGm;xvm ajy;wmwdkU vkyfwJhtcg uRwfusefcJhEdkifygowJh/ (uwå&mawG t&nfaysmfaevdkU uyfjyD; uRwfusefcJhwmrsKd;uawmh cRif;csufyg/) 'ghjyif .. acsmfcRwfcRwfjzpfaevdkU ajcaxmufayguf(zdeyfayguf) wmrsKd;vJ jzpfapEdkifygowJh/
odyfav;wJhzdeyfudkpD;&if vrf;avsmuf&mrSm 0efydapjyD; odyfayghwJhzdeyfudk pD;&ifawmh ajcaxmufudk rvdktyfbJ aqmifhcsrdvdkU ajcz0g;awGemwwfygowJh/ cPcP cvkyfwdkufwwfygowJh/
tdrfxJzdeyfpD;wwfwJhvlrsKd;qdk&if zdeyfqdkwm tdyf,mEdk;uwnf;u rtdyfciftxd 0wfqif&wJht&mMuD;jzpfaevdkU zdeyf[m ta&;MuD;w,fvdkU uRefawmfjrifygw,f/ t*Fvdyfpum;yHkwckjzpfwJh ]rdwfaqGa[mif;awG[m zdeyfa[mif;awGvdkyJ tqifajyw,f} qdkwmav;[m zdeyfeJU ygwfowfvdkU uRefawmftMudKufqHk; pum;yHkav;yg/
uGefysLwmoifwef;awGpwufawmh yxrqHk; uoduatmufjzpf&wmuawmh uGefysLwmcef;xJ zdeyfrpD;&qdkwmygyJ/ bk&m;ausmif;uefuvGJvdkU yxrqHk; zdeyfrpD;& uefUowfcH&jcif;aygh/
uRefawmfwdkUref;rSmawmh &l;zdeyfudk ajceif; vdkUac:Muygw,f/ t&ifwkef;u&SdcJhwJh [oFmajceif; pwJhtac:ta0:uae qif;oufvmw,fvdkU xifygw,f/ wu,fvdkUrsm; tjcm; tac:ta0:rsm;&SdcJh&if ajymjyvdkUay;apcsifygw,f/
'DbufacwfrSm rdef;uav;tcsKdUuawmh a'gufzdeyfawG? r[m;',m;jrifhwJh cHktifrwefjrifh zdeyfawG pD;Muygw,f/ 'gawG[m tEÅ&m,frsm;jyD;awmh udk,fhudk,fudk 'ku©ay;aejcif;qdkwm udkrsm;ajym&if zdk&rfu tefwD? rr? nDrav;awGu jidKjiifMurvm;rodbl;/ a'gufzdeyftjrifhMuD;pD;vdkU vSw,fqdkwJh rdef;uav;[m .. a'gufrjrifhwJhzdeyfpD;&ifvJ vSaerSmygyJ/ tvSw&m;[m a'gufzdeyfay:rSmawmh rlwnfaer,fvdkU rxifrdwm trSefygAsm/
vlwa,mufudk MunfhwJhtcgus&if ajcqHk;acgif;qHk;Munfh&if &dkif;w,fvdkU qdkMuygowJh/ 'gayr,fh uRefawmf[m vSwJhrdef;uav;wa,mufudkawGU&if ajcaxmufudkyg owdxm;Munfhrdygw,f/ tJ'DrSm oleJUrvdkufzufwJh axmfavmfuefUvefUzdeyfrsKd;pD;xm;wmawGU&if uRefawmhftjrifrSm olUtvSw&m;awG avsmhyg;oGm;ovdkygyJ/
wu,fawmh uRefawmf[m zdeyfudk &l;oGyfwm (odkU) ajcaxmufudk &l;oGyfwm .. wckckjzpfrSmyg/ 'gayr,fh vrf;avsmufzdkU?rwfwyf&yfzdkU ajcaxmufawGudk oHk;aeorQ umvygwfvHk; zdeyfqdkwmMuD;u udk,fhtwGuf vdktyfaeOD;rSmyg/ 'gayr,fh zdeyfqdkwm vrf;avsmufcsdefrSm ajcz0g;awGudk tumtuG,fay;wJh ypönf;wckjzpfw,fqdkwm owd&oifhygw,f/
u,fvfAif
26 June 2005 at 3:38am
Published by Kalvin on Thursday, January 05, 2006 at
4:44 PM.
0 Responses to “The Shoe & Me ( Unfinished Essay )”
Post a Comment